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THE GRAND OPENING
© 2020 Ani McManus, Sweet Day Publishing
one tiny crocus grew through
a crack in the street
not knowing the kind of world
she would meet
but she wanted to be here
in time for spring
didn’t want to miss
the grand opening
she stole that sliver of light
and made her escape
small wild one emerged
without a scrape
but there’s no space
in that broken place
that’s easy to share
still she made me stop
in my tracks to stare
hello everyone it’s almost spring
you know it’s true cause that’s
what crocuses bring
and they sing
we come for the sun
we are here
your days of darkness
will disappear
and you sing you sing spring is near
a crack in the clouds
recited the spell of fire
no words could draw the awe
that glow would inspire
though the only garden she knows
is the crack in the street
how many dreams can she grow
in that bed of concrete
wondering about the wanderers
who pass her by day
and the ones who see her
but still walk away
hello everyone it’s almost spring
you know it’s true cause that’s
what crocuses bring
and they sing
we come for the sun
we are here
will our days of darkness disappear
we want to sing we want to sing
spring is here
the crack in the street had been a
dangerous dare
but it was worth it for the chance
to breathe the birth of air
and we sing we sing we sing
PRETTY TREE
© 2020 Ani McManus, Sweet Day Publishing
pretty cherry tree
cherry pretty tree
outside my window
your buds are beginning to show
your buds are beginning to grow
cherry tree take it slow
hold on not so fast
make your beauty last
pretty cherry tree
cherry pretty tree
outside blossoming
every year in the spring
it’s always the same thing
your disappearing pink fling
and i can’t hold on to you
as long as i want to
when you finish trimming
the torn moon’s linen skies
your paper petals disguised as butterflies
with blushing wings don’t know what’s below
brushed by the wind they’ll float
until they go away
till then i could sit here for hours
admiring your flowers
ignoring all there is to do
so i don’t have to ignore you
your blooming time has passed
petals rest on the grass
and it’s barely the month of may
but i realize you aren’t meant to stay
while lilacs take my breath away
pretty pink one you’ve had your day
outside there’s a handsome green tree
where you had a hold on me
this year i find it’s not the same thing
my hands opened like flowers
and flowers never cling to spring
BIRD IN THE BIRDBATH
© 2020 Ani McManus, Sweet Day Publishing
there’s a bird in the birdbath
flew down from the sky
big bird in a small pond
i’ll watch for awhile
blue bird in the birdbath
is making me laugh
cause that bird in the small pond
kicks up a big splash
i want to watch that bird in the birdbath
i want to watch her dip and thrash
her bath time dance brightens the day
gonna watch until she flies away
when the bird in the birdbath
bathes like that
i’m glued to the window
next to my cat
who is wide-eyed and mesmerized
watching the show
and neither one of us
gets up to go
we want to watch that bird in the birdbath
we want to watch her dip and thrash
her bath time dance brightens the day
gonna watch until she flies away
if you ever need a lift when you’re feeling blue
i will buy a birdbath gift and give it to you
then you may watch a bird in the birdbath
you may watch her dip and thrash
her bath time dance will brighten your day
and make all your blues fly away
there’s a bird in the birdbath
big splash in a small pond
blue bird in the birdbath
i ran to get my phone to see if i could get a video and when i got back
she was gone
ASTORIA
© 2020 Ani McManus, Sweet Day Publishing
i followed the river down
to where it meets the sea
i wanted to see what life
in that small town would be like
i rolled in with the fog
breathing evergreen air
where aging flower children
glow in waves of silver hair
astoria your story doesn’t try to
hide the rust
astoria your pages are painted with
tides of dust
that must be why i didn’t need a key
to make you feel like home to me
a latte from 3 cups to go
strolling past decaying piers
the bakery blue* for a bite at noon
and buoy later for a sunset beer
all your lonely doorways
are swept away by river views
with cargo ships and distant shores
even a ghost could feel haunted by you
chorus
apparently it’s gonna take
a long bridge to explain
being wind blown with your scattered lines
and finding they’re the same
as the ones i wrote that made you mine
before i felt your rain
your-stay-inside-and-make-art-or-get-lost-in-a-bookstore rain
your moss-grows-on-everything-and-everywhere rain
yeah, your sweet, reverie of rain
astoria whenever i’m there i want to stay
astoria and wake up to you every day
*blue scorcher bakery and cafe
WHAT DO SUNFLOWERS TALK ABOUT
© 2020 Ani McManus, Sweet Day Publishing
what do sunflowers talk about
at night when the day is done
after spending all your hours
chasing the arc of the sun
was it fun sunflowers was it fun
what do sunflowers think about
when stars wink in the sky
drink it in from below
make-pretend it’s a lie,
that you can’t fly sunflowers you can’t fly
cause you never forget the reason
the bouquet of days sweetly burn
climbing high lasts only one season
once it’s gone your summer can’t return
you know your summer will not return
what do sunflowers dream about
when gardens go to sleep
deep roots become dirty dancing feet
twist twirl and laugh till you weep
watch you leap sunflowers watch you leap
cause you never forget the reason
the bouquet of days sweetly burn
climbing high lasts only one season
once it’s gone your summer can’t return
while it’s your turn sunflowers brightly burn
THIS SWEET DAY
© 2020 Ani McManus, Sweet Day Publishing
lost lake is my favorite place
my favorite place to escape
the stress and distractions
of modern contraptions
and the congested rat race
but if you go in the summer you’ll find
too much humankind
while the sun is glaring
there is music blaring
spoiling the tranquil time
if you want to get lost at lost lake
you will have to wait
goodbye summer hello autumn
it’s time to get lost at lost lake
i go when the leaves are turning
i go when i am yearning
to slip away in my boat
and lose myself while i float
and the lake belongs to ancient trees
the mountain and the breeze
and for now this sweet day
belongs to me
alone at my favorite escape
chorus
and if you hear my song today
please pay no mind
to what i have to say
just keep on going
in the summertime
THE WIND HAS A WAY
© 2020 Ani McManus, Sweet Day Publishing
the wind has a way to come in
lands like a trance on my skin
oh i don’t know why
the wind can’t be mine
but i’m pretty sure i can’t win
cause i see the way of the wind
leaves of its story rush in
and i want to stay but i’m swept away
how did i let this begin
cause i knew how the wind would be
the way it disappears out to sea
lifeless sand scattering
nothing else mattering
when the wind sailed away
through these trees
stealing every last hallowed breeze
but each leaf will turn
another branch earned
burning my way home free
chorus
light has a way to come in
lands like a chant on my skin
asking who is the wind
over and over again
till a striking blue sky bloomed within
blue sky blooming within
striking new sky bloomed within
that’s when i knew the truth
i am the wind
ANATOMY & PHYSIOLOGY CHAPTER 3
© 2020 Ani McManus, Sweet Day Publishing
if all we were
were eyes
only eyes
gazing into infinite skies
what wonders we would still be
don’t take my word just read chapter three
when the moon doesn’t rise
the rods
in our eyes
still lighten our steppingstones
and beholding the colors of the day
is a gift that comes from cones
rods and cones cones and rods
made me think we gotta be gods
such marvelous parts
so don’t step down
we’re more than eyes rolling around
a & p
chapter three
lit a light in me
unlike any cosmic glow
flowing down to me below
all those seeking searching years ago
om
chorus
i walked out of class that day
and nothing looked quite the same
glimpsing life through lens number three
the immaculate facts dawned on me
rods and cones cones and rods
made me think we gotta be gods
such marvelous parts
so never step down
we’re more than eyes rolling around
if all we were
were eyes
watching the sunrise
but we’re cerebrums and chromosomes
pineal glands and bone marrow and feet…
WILL YOU WALK WITH ME
© 2020 Ani McManus, Sweet Day Publishing
~ in loving memory of my Father 1928-2019
will you walk with me as
the sun goes down
and the crescent moon
rises over town
will you take my hand
as the stars come out
and the days grow short
less to dream about
has it come to this
i whisper silently
to the one who has slipped away from me
can you hear me now
in the breeze of the night
are you waiting there in that invisible light
am i on my way there too
on my way to you
been so tired but it can’t be true
it’s much too soon
but if this is my time
will you be there for me
make sure i get across
that rising sea
will you take my hand
as the moon disappears
and tell me i can put away
all of my fears
like long ago when i was very small
and you were so strong and so tall
are you listening now
in the breeze across the land
waiting for me to reach
your invincible hand
am i on my way there too
on my way to you
been so tired
but there’s too much left to do
will you walk with me
till i find my way through
I NEED THE DARK
i need the dark
like you need the light
i crave the dark
because day breaks so bright
winter’s the sweetest remedy i find
that eases my restless mind
as city streets sunbathe
in summertime dust
been breathing deep
cause it’s hard to adjust
to the crowd-pleasing rays
that burn on and on
i don’t miss them when they are gone
so turn back the clocks
and bring the night to me
even if no one else will agree
that this the best time of year
and i feel so alive
when i am sun-deprived
now winter’s hush
is leaning this way
gray shadows grow
and i want them to stay
gathering poems in the bare twilight air
sheltered from the sun’s relentless glare
i need the dark
like you need the light
i crave the dark
because life shines so bright
winter’s the sweetest season cause i find
i can rest my uneasy mind
so give me the shortest days of the year
i’m ready to sink in and linger here
while a million embers of mine reignite
spinning sparks into vanishing light
when i don’t have to ignore
every time i can’t absorb
a bright gorgeous day more